Ug . . .

I think I'm going to have to take chris m. out. There have been a couple people that have commented on my attitude toward him. I had no idea it was so obvious. The paper is really affecting me. I didn't realize how much it changed me last semester. It's becoming very clear now.

It's also clearer to me why I get depressed. God gave me the answer last semester, but now it is sinking in. Still, I don't want to fall into it again. As I wait for God to bring me through, I think there are practical steps He has given me to relieve some pressure. I hope I can take them.