Monday, April 21, 2003

Friends?

I got a little mad at my friend tonight. Sometimes people assume a lot about me. They’re often wrong. When a person acts on wrong assumptions, it can hurt. Somehow, I think my friend has wrong assumptions about me—in little things, in big things—it doesn’t matter. Off and on all year, my friend has acted on wrong assumptions. Don’t worry, friend. I forgive you and I know I do this too. But sometimes I wonder if it is just a way of telling me I need to go away. I need to back off and let my friend alone. Still, I can't do that because I made a commitment to myself last semester. I decided that no matter how annoying I feel I am being to this person and no matter how unwanted I feel, I will be this person’s friend until they tell me to stop. And I really don’t mind if they tell me to stop, although I would miss them. Of course I am not using names, so they will never know. (: hahaha. Especially because I just accused them of assuming too much anyhow! Well, just know that you are still my friend and you will never stop being my friend. (: I love you and God loves you and I hope we can be friends until we die and friendship is perfected to something much better in heaven.

Thank You, God, for friends!!!

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