maybe it is time to try doing what chris does on his blog. i have been getting panic attacks and bouts of depression, and mom always said that it's all due to ungratefullness.
here goes

1. im grateful for my cat, Friskey
2. and my mom
3. and dad
4. and even my brothers
5. im grateful that i was able to have a dog untill she died
6. im grateful that God saved my life
7. im grateful for every friend who has ever forced me to take a moment and breathe and realize that it's ok to simply enjoy
8. im grateful for my car
9. im grateful for the simpson library and my chair in the corner
10. im grateful for merciful teachers

i thought i post better stuff than this . . .

that is why one should never read one's own posts

you know, blogger still rocks harder than xanga . . .