Have you ever felt unwanted? Have you ever felt so unwanted you could feel it in your chest? Have you ever felt so desperate to be wanted that your mind is consumed with making yourself desireable company? Have you ever noticed that the desire comsumes your self? Have you ever noticed that the less of yourself there is to offer, the less those around you will want your company? Have you ever fallen into the the vortex of anxiety that comes with desperation? Have you ever come out of all of that and met someone who has the same symptoms of this disease? And have you rejected them too?

metaphyzix: im gonna have to find another white girl