God is teaching me to have faith. That’s a tougher lesson than I would have thought. For instance, a big part of faith is being honest without fear. I’ve always been afraid of losing friendships mostly because I don’t feel I deserve them. Being honest to friends is difficult--more than difficult. But God’s shown me a whole lot I’ve been letting slide that I have to start calling out. Pretty depressing. Pretty tough. But I know it’s right.

To be honest, I’ve been mucking it up. Today, I downright avoided it. I was tired and I made excuses. Oh, well, tomorrow is a new day.