WHAT is going ON!!!

I feel so old lately, and of course Valentine's Day doesn't help.

Everyone wants to think they're above Valentine's Day (it's superficial, I don't need a significant other, I have good friends), but nobody really is.

Lately movies, music, interests have not resonated with anyone in my life. Nobody knows me anymore, and I'm getting tired of it. I want to sit and talk to someone who UNDERSTANDS.

Just... understands.

Today, one of the kids at church completely understood Joss Whedon's incredibly corny script writing and how funny it can be when you understand it. And it made me happy to meet a kindred spirit 10 years younger.

But Hien is moving on, and what do you do when you're out of a best friend? What do you do when nobody else knows you at all?

How do you keep meeting people when it always turns out this way?

Is this my life? Will it be a lonely road? Is it ending in greatness or an obscure grave?

Am I thinking outside the box enough to make anything of what God gave me for this life? Or does thinking outside the box demand connection? Maybe we can't reach the top alone.

I need some Joss.