Ok, to lighten the air of this blog (sadness is for my sad green blog, haha), I'll post something cool.

My friend had drinks with Zach Condon. It's like we're friends vicariously. So that's awesome.

In other news, as soon as I find someone I can visualize being happy with, who I actually really like with no good reason not to, I grow terribly sad, as though preparing my heart for the inevitible break. Isn't that the worst???

In additional other news, I'm internalizing the problems of the kids. I'm not insane, just dealing with the counseling syndrom of taking on the mindsets one hears about continually in private talks with people who have been screwed over by their parents. I should fix that so I don't blow my brains out someday.

So I didn't succeed in making this blog happier. I'm not that sad. Just frustrated. I need something bigger in my life. Maybe I'll have a kid.